By Gary Kemp
2. Events, at any rate, have a way of pricking one’s bubble. And so it was that one day, as Sento, in his usual way, lay supine upon the sand at the lagoon, digging into it with his toes and letting it trickle between them, musing fondly, it so happens, on the sea-urchins and breadfruit that he had had the good fortune to have been given to eat the night before, that Seraphina, a not unspirited girl Sento had known and watched, as he had known and watched others of approximately her degree of maturity, suddenly appeared and sat abruptly down, perfectly aligned cross-legged at Sento’s head, facing his feet. This was wholly unprecedented in Sento’s experience, and indeed it did not fail to strike him as such.
Looking up, Sento could see, upside down, only an ill-defined expanse of belly receding rapidly from his point of view, the round undersides of breasts culminating in brown nipples, with chin, nostrils and cheekbones centred between them, flanked by dark hair that splayed wildly to either side. She did not speak, but leaned over him, the breasts dangling forward but preserving their orientation with respect to the vertical axis, her eyes coming into view between the swaying pendula, and the white teeth of a smile forming, unmistakably, despite the upside-down orientation. She looked at him thus for what seemed to Sento a long time, the smile remaining fixed in a way that might have disquieted or perplexed our young hero, if he had found any one thing more disquieting or perplexing than another. She leaned forward now yet further, and placed her hands at the base of Sento’s ribcage, symmetrically on either side, the tips of the fingers almost together, the thumbs pointing downward at his sides. The scene for Sento now was almost entirely occluded by Seraphina’s stomach. And he began to smell something, the tip of his nose was so close to her skin; it was sweet in his nostrils, something like lilies, or orchids, if he knew the names of those things, but also, it seemed, something darker and more savoury, felt not so much in his nose, precisely, but somehow in his head more generally, and even in his chest, or perhaps his stomach. Her hands, meanwhile, began to move slowly in unison up and down, as she rocked gently back and forth. As she did so, of course, her breasts lagged behind a little, for an almost imperceptible moment still moving out when the torso began to move backward, and for another moving in when the torso reversed and moved forward, the resulting momentary flattening of breasts on ribs accompanied by a just audible sound, which, if rendered in syllables, might be ‘flup’. ‘Flup … flup … flup’. And so they went.
This combination of sensory stimuli was almost too much for young Sento. He felt himself to be on the point of action, of a response of some kind. He might, for example, have reached up to grasp her shoulders, clumsily no doubt, pulling what for her would have been forwards. Or he might have rolled away, leapt up, and plunged into the lagoon. Or he might, somehow in keeping with the excited flutterings he felt in his stomach, have squawked like a chicken.
3. At length, as the sun descended, Sento, in what was even for him an especially dreamy way, began to walk, or shall we say wander, or shall we say dawdle, in the general direction of the clearing, with the provocative images of what had happened earlier with Seraphina occupying his attention. He took a few steps, paused, smiled; took a few more steps, paused, shook his head; took a few more steps, and so on. When he was descried from afar by one now known to everyone as what he had self-consciously entitled himself, “The one called ‘Martine’”. That is to say, his customary designation, if he at any rate is to be believed, was not ‘Martine’, but “The man called ‘Martine’”. The man called ‘Martine’ insisted on this, at times almost came to blows over it. Inevitably, this led to a certain amount of confusion—especially with spoken speech not affording the use of quotation marks—and even a little resentment; for why should this person help himself to such pompous yet idle words, it was wondered (though without the point’s being connected to the larger themes that will emerge in this narrative, even if perhaps they were).
“You—I follow convention, the one called ‘Martine’ speaks of that which is called ‘you’, the second person, a secondary person, the other person, a bystanding person, a bystander, who is indeed known by the sobriquet ‘person’ only, in the final analysis, for piddling reasons dreamed up some irrelevant grammar master, indeed for all I strictly speaking know all you are is a mere contingent agglomeration of the data of sense which could burst asunder for no reason—but at any rate, aside from all that, you ...when I was young, when I was small I dreamed, no I thought, no I envisaged, no I presaged, no I, I don’t know… I don’t know how I came to … I don’t know how or in what manner or even whether I came to … understand, to perceive, to sense...to … this inner—is it inner? What do I mean by inner? ... Leave me! That depraved lunatic … in fact nobody comprehends me, my gift, my gifts, nobody understands my desires, my passions, to apprehend, to know … it is impossible. Not even I can comprehend it! You, I seen you, you egocentric little brat, you little schemer … I will not abide … Ouch! No! Surely page 143 cannot exist on its own, but what right have I to suggest otherwise? She … Forgive me! I digress!”
— the one called ‘Martine’ held up a dirty but perfectly round baseball—
4. That evening, as darkness fell, Sento walked slowly back to his uncle’s house. The moon was new—an event which, despite its regularity, or perhaps because of its regularity, its unfathomable inevitability, unsettled the residents of the island. As usual, uncle spit as Sento passed him, a deliberate expression, Sento normally felt, of good will, to which he normally looked forward; but on this occasion Sento did not notice uncle’s having spat, let alone where the spit landed. And not only had Sento not bothered, as was his wont, to take one or two of the fried fish that as was typical were laid upon the stone next to uncle’s fire, he suddenly felt an wholly unprecedented and curious reluctance to crawl into his sleeping-place. He began to crawl in, but stood up straight again. He looked at uncle, who went on chewing his twig, rocking back and forth, staring into the fire. He looked up at the stars, then back up the path. The wind rustled the tops of the palm trees, bringing an irritated twitter from the birds. A vision of the clearing sprang forward in Sento’s mind. Like most evenings, a big fire was sure to be burning there, surrounded by people and perhaps some children, playing here and there. Perhaps, he thought, Seraphina could be found there. Sento had indeed begun to wonder whether the proceedings on the beach might be resumed, continued, or replicated, in some manner. But Sento had no idea how to arrange things favourably in this way, if indeed it ever occurred to him to undertake such a thing— at most, he merely hoped for a recurrence, or imagined such a thing, mixed with the spice of what we might rightly call desire, even with a slight pang of longing, if longing can exist unrecognised. Or at least, Sento felt, something might happen that would prevent those events slipping away into the sea, into the formless depths of memory and dreams, where everything mingled aimlessly, and nothing was held, nothing commanded Sento’s attention and called itself his, any more than anything else.
6. Meanwhile, the old men in the village were gathering outside the hut of the one called ‘Martine’. Every so often, you see, the old men assembled for what, at the one called ‘Martine’s behest, they perhaps grudgingly called a ‘metaphysical oration’, always delivered, in the morning, by none other than the one called ‘Martine’, who, perhaps in response to some remark or event in the days before, had had what he typically called a ‘metaphysical epiphany’, and wished to advertise it publicly, or rather the effect that it had had on what he was pleased to call his ‘system’. Of course, as you might imagine, the tradition of the study of metaphysics on Sporidia had had a somewhat chequered history at best, and indeed was far from being a source of pride for its denizens, who turned out only because the one called ‘Martine’—that increasingly cantankerous old fellow—would not them rest until they let him say his piece, and also, of course, because there was not much else to do, and here was an event, of sorts.
‘Me?’, said Sento.
‘Yes you. You lying sack of shit.’
The men were not accustomed to this sort of talk. Their ears pricked up.
‘It has indeed been a great tell. You …you scorpion,’ the one called ‘Martine’ snarled.
He paused a moment, and seemed to be inwardly weighing something up; he then asked:
‘You smug little runt, whose every fart is a lie, why did you come here on this occasion? Slithering around here thinking you could hoodwink us all, thinking no one sees! I see. I see you. I see now that that was you that … are you … are you, a kind of, a kind of, …a kind of…’.
the one called ‘Martine’ seemed to struggling to find a word; he scratched the ground with his stick. But suddenly it came to him, his eyes narrowed, and his voice now modulating lower:
‘Are you not a devil? Admit it!’
There was silence. What does it mean, a ‘devil’? Gradually, a murmur went round the men. Sento had no idea of a devil, and neither did the men; but again a certain gravitas in the one called ‘Martine’’s pronunciation left no doubt of the seriousness of his intention. The one called ‘Martine’ himself could boast of no great familiarity with the concept, but had come across it a few times in his studies, had at least a fragmentary conception, could see that it was important, and was eager to test his understanding by applying it to a likely case to see if it, so to speak, took. The one called ‘Martine’ seemed to assume that asking a presumed designatum would be efficacious: if one were a devil, one would not only know it but avow it. Presumably this is not so—though in this case the cause would be not fear, or actual infamy, but a mere lack of the relevant ideas.
The men continued to murmur and whisper amongst themselves, each taking care not to reveal his ignorance of the concept while trying to learn it from the others. For example, one said, said softly, ‘He has the bearing of one, is that not so?’; a remark—or perhaps a question— which received only an equivocal assent at first from those immediately privy to it, but which, like a tiny breach in a dam that grows inexorably into a torrent as the dam crumbles into the water, swiftly won over the whole assembly. And thus ‘He has the bearing of a devil!’ became the explicitly avowed verdict as regards Sento among the assembled men; similarly for several others: ‘He has long looked like one’, was added; ‘He has the aspect of one’, and so on. The underlying theology of such accusations was of course open to question; and when someone ventured ‘He carries the style of one, eh?’, one wondered how seriously the gentlemen were taking the matter.
But there was no brooking the assertions here. And in the estimation of the one called ‘Martine’, the mob’s verdict served only to vindicate his initial conjecture, giving him a triumphant sense of mastery of the currents of feeling among common men that his efforts at metaphysics, despite years of diligent labour, could never approach.
‘Gentlemen’—he now intoned with a fiery boldness that was unlike anything he displayed theretofore, and which brought instant silence to all the men present—‘we have here a devil among us; his perfidy has asserted itself, has manifested itself, indeed has entered into the formerly guiltless Sanguo! Sanguo, who is gone to us now, who is no more, having vacated the place where once his soul was! Verily, what is to be done with this object, his former corporeal equipage, now in the hands of this foul fiend, this Lucifer, this Beelzebub, this Evil One, this Satan, this Arch-deceiver, this serpent of serpents, this Father of Lies, this, … this …’
—at this point the learning of the one called ‘Martine’ ran dry, at least on this particular subject. And while the men were bewildered by this strange outpouring of opprobrious designations—even if they were familiar with none or only a small minority of them—their years of experience with their venerable author, and of the general habit of inertia on the Isle of Sporidia, still inclined them towards good-natured complacency. It cannot, any rate, have prepared them for what came next. The one called ‘Martine’, nearly shouting now, cried:
‘ … never mind! He must be incinerated! Prepare a bed of fire!’.
This was met with outright incredulity. The gentlemen had played their parts in good faith, acquiescing in various pronouncements, only for the one called ‘Martine’ to announce a conclusion that was completely unanticipated, calling for an unspeakable action the like of which was wholly unknown on the Isle of Sporidia. The men looked at the one called ‘Martine’, then at Sento, then at each other. But of course, no one wanted be to the first to own that he did not expect the outcome, thereby confessing the benightedness that each feared was uniquely his.
Meanwhile, truly, all hesitation had evaporated from the one called ‘Martine’. Like Moses parting the Red Sea, he strode confidently through the seated men to one corner of the hut where his ‘books’ were piled, muttering ‘aha! … aha!’, fished out a torn scrap of a book, and read:
‘“And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever.” Aha! So there!’
The one called ‘Martine’ now cast a commanding gaze around the men, as if to see whether anyone would dare raise a voice in opposition. No one did, except for Pete, though more for the sake of clarification than opposition.
‘What sort of book is that … that book you’re holding there?’, asked Pete, shyly.
‘That?’, said the one called ‘Martine’ excitedly, ‘That? Do you not see? Do you not understand what has passed before your stupid, ignorant, and uncomprehending face? That is, that is the book of Revelations … it is a book that, so I have come to understand, just now, in a moment of great and unalloyed epiphany that renders all previous claims to it null and void, that it did not come into being, did not have its source, in the company of men, wise men, even the wisest of men, not men at all, but exists eternally along with things higher in the metaphysical, nay the ultra-physical, order of things, of angels or spirits, it exists as the stars exist, timeless as symbols are timeless, and verily it speaks the truth, the truth of things that have been, that are, that will be, of all that shall come to pass, always, for ever and ever. This truth has been revealed not to us, but to me! The truth is right here, under our noses, under my nose, it has always been here for he who would be receptive to it; but you, you illiterate fools are as deaf and blind to such things… all being, all that we see and touch is, … is deception … the angels and demons, and the almighty, they are the word, the only truth … unseen yet underneath it all, my studies, I have wanted to believe for so long … yes even our very corporeal beings are an illusion, there is no principium individuationis, I see it now, where I went wrong, I, the one called ‘Martine’, thought I had work to do, toiling by small increments, imagining that one day I would have stored up a plenteous bounty, but those pitiful piecemeal labours are as nothing now, we as prophets have no work to do, we labour not by the sweat of the brow … they are, I am, an enlightened one, a lightning rod, a direct conduit of, of heavenly grace, of the Word, of the Word … the Word…’.
The manner of the one called ‘Martine’ became progressively more subdued, as if the implications of what he had just said were finally, at long last, sinking in; tears, yes tears, flowed from his eyes. Yet it was no occasion of reverence and humility. He had begun in answer to a simple question put to him by Pete, but more and more, it was as if he were talking only to himself, or rather listening to himself, and attending only to a gradually growing incandescence within, irradiating and warming parts that were frozen and long since forgotten. He was like one who has realized that a mathematical miracle had occurred, that his number has just won the jackpot, an anomaly so improbable that, far from celebrating, his mind being so unaccustomed to believing that such things are possible, let alone that this it had really come to pass, that it has great difficulty, at first, in grasping this strange new reality, and the man looks, to an impartial observer, like one genuinely losing his sanity. And as the raptures of the one called ‘Martine’ brought him ever closer to silence, contrariwise the men began to talk excitedly among themselves; it was not long before there were far more voices clamouring to be heard than there were pairs of ears to listen.
As for Sento, now that his name no longer figured so conspicuously in the mutterings of the one called ‘Martine’, he sensed his chance, and made his way towards the door; with one final glance to ensure that the one called ‘Martine’ could not see him, he slipped out, and, as he ran down the slope and into the jungle, leaving behind the cacophonous din created by the men’s voices, that was, for him, like an aviary full of jabbering parrots, relief such as he had never known, and what is more had never felt the lack of until now, poured into his veins.
When near the top, Sento could see most of the island, some of the lagoon, and a few of the tiny islets across the lagoon, with clouds hanging low over the horizon, and the sun nearing its final flourish as it approached the sea.
Sento sat down momentarily on an outcropping of stone. The immense spectacle before him made him feel, by turns, big and significant—as if everything below were on the scale of insects—or small and insignificant—as if it were he who was on the scale of insects. Momentarily he found it mildly diverting to go back and forth between the two very different yet oddly interchangeable descriptions, as if it were a game, or at least a not unpleasant task he was obliged to do. But then, suddenly, it perplexed him; for surely both cannot correspond to the actual state of affairs. Life could not both small and not small; for that matter, life could not be game, and not a game. Not being accustomed to such puzzles, however, he rose, looking ahead for the best way, and began the descent down the windward side.
The going now grew steep. With the ridge still not far on his right, as he clambered down a narrow passage between a large stone and the wind-gnarled trees, he noticed that the ground beneath him looked trodden-upon. He slowed. He went a few steps further, to a place where the ground became almost level, as on a shelf; the vegetation thickened, until unmistakably a path emerged out of the thickest shrubbery, leading slightly down into a place that otherwise one could not reach, the jungle being so dense. His curiosity was now aroused. He crept down the path, stopping to look and listen, almost at each step. The bushes thinned as he went still further in, as the trees overhead now blocked the light. Crouching now, he entered a sort of chamber formed of the branches; but it was not so dark that he not could see a line made of some rope evidently found at the beach, rigged-up with various bunches of plants tied to it.
At first he could see nothing more. But then, as his eyes grew accustomed to the fading light, he saw, near the opposite section of the cleared area, the figure of a middle-aged woman, or perhaps a mildly elderly woman, facing away from him. What was the place of such a woman on the Isle Sporidia? Why did she appear to live defiantly alone, far away from the others? Unfortunately, as in so many aspects of life on Sporidia, we cannot provide enlightenment in this regard. Perhaps some of the older Sporidians knew more—indeed it seems unlikely that they did not—but they very seldom if ever spoke of her, and even then it was only half-intelligible at most and only to each other, full of nods, winks, and what are called, if complacently, knowing words. Something dark, tragic or unsavoury was in her past, that we know, yet whatever sinister air the past imparted to her present being, the air of resignation and lenity in her present countenance was unmistakable, as, by the way, the rats well-knew, as will be seen in a moment.
She seemed to be fiddling with something in her lap. She had shells of various types and flowers of various species woven into her long black and white hair, to a strangely lovely effect, and was dressed in a garment evidently found washed up on the shore—what we would identify as a ball gown, very much the worse for wear but somehow of a piece with the decorations in her hair, with its maroon colour setting off nicely her smooth, brown skin. The aforementioned rats were to be seen crawling here and there, but she seemed not to mind. In fact quite the opposite. She reached down to stroke one that had ventured to climb her leg, saying something, or rather singing what seemed to Sento to be some haphazard syllables and notes, making for an adventitious lullaby. Suddenly she leaped up and turned around. The rats scattered, but she herself was not afraid or even startled; it was rather as if she had been waiting for someone, and had just heard the anticipated knock. And no sooner did she take in the presence of this most uncommon visitor than she approached him.
Stopping when she was very close, in Sento’s estimation uncomfortably close, she slowly looked him over, her gaze coming to rest not on his eyes or his face, but on the middle of his chest.
‘Sento,’ she whispered.
How did she know his name? Silence reigned for a few moments.
‘I …’, began Sento, but she made a motion as if to silence him.
She paused. The strong wind shook the overarching branches. She shook her head. She reached out with both hands, touching his shoulders, briefly stroking his shoulders and then his neck, then up to Sento’s face; then gently tugging his head downwards so that his left ear was close to her mouth, she went on, still whispering:
‘Oh Sento. Great trouble. I,… I too. Great trouble. Oh great trouble. Long time. Long time. Am I forgiven? Not matter. I forgive. I forgive. I give. I live. I live for giving. For giving, I live. Forgive. I don’t … I don’t know Sento trouble.’
‘I …’, Sento stammered.
‘No!’, she cut in, firmly yet somehow softly.
‘No care. No care Sento trouble. Lies you tell they as nothing. That trouble not real trouble. Not worry. Trust. Forgive. Give. Come.’
She picked up a rusted can that was half-full of water; thought, then decisively put it back down again. Then she went over to the strung up bunches of plants, gazed at them for a few moments, then picked a certain leaf, a small one; she spit upon it, crinkled it in her hand, and held it out to Sento.
‘Eat.’
Sento hesitated, but he was not the type to disobey. He put the leaf into his mouth. It did not taste of anything in particular. After finding that his chewing the leaf was having no discernible effect, he swallowed.
‘Go now. Oh go. Sento forget. The way here. My trouble, my name, my being.’
‘I …’, Sento began, but she placed her hand over his mouth.
‘Go’, she repeated.
After just a moment, Sento backtracked out of the bower, back to the ridge, and followed it further southwards. After climbing down as the ridge petered out, he walked across a long flat area, then down a gentle slope, and arrived at a place even more extraneous to his or to anyone’s usual orbit: he stood at the southernmost extremity of the island, separated from the inhabited side by the mountain, the ridge, and a few jungled uplands; behind him the rugged windward side went back to his left, the shorelines in front of him forming the apex of what we would call a great inverted letter ‘V’.
The wind was strong and insistent, smelling of the seaweed heaped upon the beach by the waves. Out on the water, beneath a darkening sky, a brownish gap in the breakers indicated a definite break in the distant reef. Here and elsewhere the wind-blown surf seemed agitated and confused as the waves broke upon the reef, as if the waves weren’t sure which direction they were meant to come from, or go to, and expressed their fury in random roars and crashes. What a contrast it seemed from the lagoon, or even the north-facing beach, where Sento spent his afternoons! At the latter, provided the sun was shining, the waves were light blue, almost uniformly light blue, their exact chromatic value being determined by depth of the sea, and, as we would put it, the time of day. They came evenly divided in sets of eight to twelve, with, anomalies aside, room for what was, in Sento’s extremely doubtful estimation, approximately seventy-five to one hundred thirty clicks of his tongue in between sets, with, for all practical purposes, smooth, pristine interstices. There were none of these dappled nonsense-like little in-between waves that came and went without rhyme or reason, in chaos, without order, without regularity, with nothing to be inferred from their colour. Still, in the end, however upsetting to his equilibrium it must have been, this hubbub of wind and waves presented no obstacle to Sento’s sitting down, and indeed his face, almost hot with anxiety and effort, was soothed by the wind.
But still she wondered. She wondered too about death. In her experience, people occasionally died. And everyone seemed to think that it was largely their own fault, that indeed immortality is the natural state of human beings (not mortality, as some other cultures we know, more advanced as we naturally assume, have it). In principle, one assumed, a person need never die. Of course everyone, in the past, so far as anyone could remember, sooner or later, makes a mistake, or suffers a preventable misfortune, and dies. But strictly speaking this does not entail anything as regards the living, some of whom might fare rather better. Still she was not entirely satisfied with that account of things, though she could not say what, in particular, was lacking in it. A loosely analogous set of questions arose in connection with the sex drive: no one could possibly stop wanting coitus as a matter of natural fact—certainly such a thing was unimaginable in her own case even though she had not yet tasted that fruit—but it was said among the gossipers that eventually most people did something they regretted, and were too ashamed to inflict themselves on others, or some imponderable human situation put them off it, or fear of consequences either from an unwanted child or a malevolent rival, or a disease had rendered them unfit or too tired, or simple ageing had advanced to such a point that lack of interest was only a mask for an inability to attract a sufficiently desirable and willing partner, at least among the women and perhaps even among the men. But as is evident by now, the analyses of human relationships prevailing on the Isle of Sporidia, and indeed the relationships themselves, were not very far advanced. And Seraphina mostly kept these curiosities to herself. She did not them get out of hand. She wondered, for example, why one could speak of greenish blue, but not of greenish red; but she did not wonder, for example, whether her surroundings, or the past, or the future, were altogether real, or whether they were imagined or dreamed. She was curious, but only within sensible limits.
In any case, such were not the thoughts passing in Seraphina’s mind as she lay that afternoon in her sleeping place. She was thinking rather of Sento and Sanguo, and not just out of curiosity. So far as she was concerned, both Sento and Sanguo had long been part of the variegated background to her habits and routines, members of the chorus, like any other, that always could be relied upon should she require a helping hand—as for instance in collecting firewood, fetching water, or in shooing away the rats that quite understandably were attracted to the cooking area—or, of course, for a playmate, for which she had by no means outgrown the occasional need, or for her need of a dupe or mark, for the sake of her pranks, which she was not above being the gleeful mastermind. But suddenly they had specially distinguished themselves. Sanguo, because of his strange little performance with the coconut, the meaning of which did not escape her; Sento, because of what seemed to her to be the loveliness of his eyes, which only lately impressed itself upon her, and which was the precipient cause of her acting as she did. She could not think why she had never noticed it before. Indeed, as she lay there, dreaming of his eyes, of his body as it lay upon the sand that day, and its evident compliance to her touch, she absent-mindedly began to rock herself back and forth, and her fingers, perhaps not so absent-mindedly, reached between her legs, and began to rub the entrance to her vagina. What was unusual in this was not of course the physical act of self-stimulation—Seraphina, it must be said, had long been intimately acquainted with herself—but the character of the mental activity underneath it, so to speak driving it forwards. Connected with this, it is difficult not to believe, was the time of day: by the standards prevailing upon the island, she was a reasonably industrious young woman, and the middle of the afternoon usually found her down at the clearing, picking nits out of an old woman’s hair, or cleaning assorted molluscs and throwing them into an oil drum that served as a cooking pot, or some other useful thing. Not only industrious, but much of the time she displayed a remarkable degree of celerity, indeed efficiency, in these activities, even if admittedly one cannot help but adjusting ones standards, given the prevailing habits of Sporidians in general, with which by now I trust the reader is all too familiar.
In this unusual case, however, she remained in her hut, not engaging in such things. She was not present at either event, but confused reports had reached her of Sanguo’s dance, and of the extraordinary effect on the venerable one called ‘Martine’ and of his audience that it had had the following morning. Despite the conflicting nature of these reports, Seraphina was not disconcerted. The news of such events merely lent a certain touch of notoriety and cachet—if that word can be used to describe people who had no understanding of it—to the people involved, a certain prestige to Sanguo, to Sento, and by implication, to herself, she was not too modest to think. As she reflected a bit further, Sento did seem to her a remarkable creature. Laziness was the norm for the men of Sporidia; but Sento took this to the hilt. Did he do absolutely nothing? Yet he seemed not only free of guilt, but content! How could he be? Did he know something that she did not? She must ask him, she reflected. She was a little vexed at this state of affairs, and in this respect found it reassuring to think of Sanguo.
It was thus that Seraphina felt and heard the late afternoon wind as it blew lazily through the trees outside, and thought longingly of Sento, and agreeably, if not smugly, of Sanguo.
9. As evening descended, the wind had picked up. Clouds had begun to gather, and the sound of the waves grew louder and more sinister, the unmistakeable prelude to a storm. Loyalties of Sporideans were, as always in these circumstances, divided as to this prospect. Rain was welcome in principle, and relatively sensible persons such as Pete and Avis were always glad of it—after all, objectively speaking, a topping up of the few oil drums and a replenishing of the meagre stream that collectively served as the island’s main water supply was never going to be regarded as a positive evil when the island was so small, its population so precarious, and of course it would be a great boon so far as the fruit-providing trees of the island were concerned. But despite the continued balmy temperature that normally prevailed when the rain came, and despite their being enthusiastic about swimming and diving in the sea, the islanders had an inexplicable aversion to being rained upon, as if it were an unwholesome goo flung down by the gods in a fit of pique. Thus the women, for their part, gathered the small children, and disappeared into the huts.
But not the men, not on this occasion. For the one called ‘Martine’ was not to be diverted from his plan. He had directed the men in the construction of a large pyre, the completion of which both gratified and excited him as the concrete realization of his plan, as ad hoc though the plan was.
He was now remonstrating with the men, an activity which afforded him no small measure of satisfaction.
‘I do not care to justify myself with you’, he snarled. ‘Rain? Bah! Ha ha! Do you think I concern myself with meteorological contingencies? You, with your puny little brains that can have no conception of what I intend, of what I undertake, of what I symbolize, of what I am!’, he hissed.
‘You must go now and find him, that shit-eating scoundrel. I am ready. Bring him to me! Go! Go!’
He poked his stick vehemently into the ground, punctuating his words as if he were writing them down in the sand—which indeed he may have been, so far as the men knew. And at this, each man present felt that if he did not obey, then there would be no choice but to engage in a dreadful or even shameful disputation in which he surely would be flustered, embarrassed, and ultimately humiliated. Everything had changed! No one could say exactly how the one called ‘Martine’ had effected such a revolution in the relation between himself and the other men, but what had before been the habitual response to the one called ‘Martine’—amusement, sarcastic indulgence, or indifference—now seemed unspeakably rebellious. The men looked not at each other, nor at the one called ‘Martine’, but down, and shuffled their feet.
‘I said GO’, thundered the one called ‘Martine’.
And with this, like a startled flock of pigeons taking off all at once, the men quickly scattered, moving simultaneously outwards in a widening circle, and went into the darkening forest, to search for Sento.
10. The so-called fallacy of anthropocentricism, according to a trusted version of it, is that where one speaks of a mere animal, even a lower animal such as a snail, as feeling or thinking what we humans know as our thoughts and feelings—or even, thereby assuming, most implausibly, that the animal can explicitly identify them for itself, to know by means of reflection that it has those thoughts and feelings. Sento, I think it will be granted, was not a mere animal. Indeed, by birth he was a bona fide homo sapiens—by rights if not by general reputation a thinking being, if Descartes is to be believed. Yet it is difficult not to adopt a tone of unjustified superiority to him, to speak of him without committing a certain analogue of this fallacy, as if he were, after all, a mere animal. It is hard, that is to say, not to make it sound as if one were identifying inadequacies in him, whether it be something peculiar about him in particular, or something about the general tone of life on Sporidia. The truth is that the lazy stupor in which Sento passed his days was not felt, by Sento, as a restriction, an inability, a malability, let alone a disability, and in fact you could say, judging by appearance, that he was by no means unhappy. He had not been trained or encouraged in anything that ran counter to it, indeed not in anything at all to speak of (except the rudiments of counting, a training which was not entirely successful, as we have seen). Until the events of this narrative began to change things for Sento, the examples of inspiration, aspiration, and accomplishment known to Sento, such as they were—mostly known only second or third-hand—signally failed to arouse in him any sense of want, of limitation, or envy. In certain moods, one might well feel envious of him. Amongst his comrades, a fight, a song, a notably scandalous, chivalrous, heroic, or cowardly deed, none made a distinct impression on Sento one way or the other, if indeed he ever noticed them, save as inconspicuous features of the passing scene, alongside the trees, the wind, and the clamshells.
Sento remained as we saw him last, sitting quietly at the southernmost tip of the island, his eyes, if not his mind, fixed upon the sea. He was far, in actual if not psychic space, from the cluster of houses, from the men, and in particular, to cut to the chase, from the one called ‘Martine’. The wind had grown positively fierce at this southern extremity; the birds had retreated into the forest or departed for the lee side of the island, except for a few who remained high up in the palms, their occasional shrieks piercing the air. Raindrops had begun to fall—upon Sento, upon the trees, upon the sand, and upon the turbulent waves, the substance of which had turned a translucent grey, indistinguishable from the sky, as the day fell away, and a dark, nearly moonless night inched closer.
And verily, in his soul of souls, Sento kept a vigil. He watched and waited, hoped and feared, not as an actor, but as a witness to what might happen, to what might take place in that great inner sanctum known as his mind. Sento had fallen into a trap, a trap that naturally threatens a creature who is afflicted as Sento was. Whereas in the past, virtually every mental episode, every thought, proceeded unhindered, going wherever it would go, falling away silently as a new episode took its place, so that in fact it is not truly accurate to speak of distinct episodes succeeding one another so much as one, long, seamless and manifold activity, a spontaneous, harmonious and ever-refreshed upwelling of glorious individual phenomenology, his irresistible instinct now was to single out and to question each thought as it arose, robbing the whole procedure of its erstwhile ease, of its unity, which was indeed its chief virtue, so far as Sento was concerned.
Sento, as we know, was unused to playing a role of significance in human events, whether by general estimation, or his own, not even those events that took place on Sporidia, and he now found himself unmistakably at the epicentre of events that, so far as he was concerned, were as incomprehensible as they were perilous, and rife with unmistakeable human significance, as we shall call it, perhaps even constituting matter for historians, if ever, contrary, of course, to fact, an historian should take down the history and culture of Sporidia. It was therefore quite unsurprising to find him posing to himself such unfamiliar questions as, for example, ‘Am I lying sack of shit?’. And in attempting to answer this sort of question, he was immediately struck with the impression that the whole idea of thinking about oneself, is not merely difficult, but impossible, a kind of mirage. His verbal formulations, his proclamations as to what he thinks, as to what he is, how he is responding, coping, perceiving, these, he was afraid, were infected not only with bad faith but with vanity and fear, or at least a horror of the distortions, evasions and lies engendered by those things. He distanced himself from the responsibilities of the thoughts, and of their implications; they seemed to him like mere mottos put into place by who knows whom, that fit together in a semblance of sense only through their familiarity. Who or what, after all, is the author of these thoughts that come bubbling up from the depths, of the form ‘I am this’, or ‘I am that’? What remedy is there for such propaganda? To ask is to reveal the question as unanswerable.
This malady might itself have been an evasion borne of cowardice, of failure to face up to simple facts. But no matter! Even if by sheer chance it gets up and running, it is enough: such an affliction as Sento’s will feed itself, working within a closed circle of doubt. The whole capacity for language seems—to one in this state, which is of course not to say that it is not in general accurate—to be an innate, or perhaps acquired ability to negotiate with others. Accordingly, what we are pleased to call our private thoughts seem as nothing but our attempts silently directed towards various imagined interlocutors—including especially our benefactors and malefactors—to whom we imagine ourselves speaking with various purposes, in various roles, in various guises, as confessor, as son, as lover, as friend, as enemy, as patriarch, as colleague, as teacher, as pupil, as fellow soldier, as teammate, as moralist. The aim of such discourse is not, as a rule, truth as such, but that of accomplishing something via the hearer’s trusting what one says, sometimes if not always gaining an advantage via the hearer’s believing it, as we say, or at least believing that one spoke, as we say, with sincerity. The reason that most people, most of the time, believe themselves to have some particular private beliefs, is that most of the time, if tacitly, they are reasonably sure of what they wish to achieve, and they know more or less what sort of figure they wish to cut with which audience, and leave it at that. The trouble with Sento is that he has only the vaguest ideas as to what is to constitute his audience, and had no desire, even no notion of what it would be, to cut a particular figure. Not only was he lacking in development in this respect, he has too many variables, and not enough equations, for his existential queries—if that is not too grand a term—to receive answers.
It should not be inferred, from the foregoing, that all this was anything like explicit in Sento's mind. It was not. We attempt to diagnose in a spirit of rational reconstruction the fearsome thoughts, or shall we say emotions, or shall we say feelings, that Sento was experiencing, was undergoing, and speak only of tendencies of mind that were only inchoate, only half-formed. And equally it should not be inferred that Sento had forgotten to think of Seraphina. On the contrary, beneath all the barely articulate chatter in his brain, was an uproar in his gut. Her skin, he could not help but remember, was like silk—or some analogous substance—and the smell of her hair like some fantastic, long forgotten fruit. The affliction had the sense of going to his depths, where his soul is, we cannot, under these circumstances, scruple to call it, even if it is in the end poppycock. But this by no means had any tendency to focus his mind! Quite the reverse. The real trouble, we may venture, is that the soul, as we call it, was felt by Sento to be rather a role than a thing. It seemed a role that may be played by different parts of the self, from time to time, even as of now minute to minute, this iterant appellation, this title of great but temporary moment. Feeling inclined to call this my soul, that my heart—that is a kind of shell game, a masque. And Sento believed this, or rather, he felt it.
Thus the pickle in which Sento found himself.
11. Meanwhile, the one called ‘Martine’ grew more agitated as he waited. He was agitated by both the rain and the approaching darkness, as well as by contempt for what he now regarded as his followers. He wandered in and out of his hut, threw the odd twig onto the pyre, and muttered under his breath, poking the sand with his stick, sometimes violently.
Time passed. There was no one about, until suddenly when Seraphina—Seraphina, who was quite unaware of the most recent machinations of the one called ‘Martine’ and his men—came upon the scene.
The one called ‘Martine’ was startled, and said nothing.
“The one called ‘Martine’!”, she addressed him brightly, as was generally her wont. She skipped up to him.
‘Where are the men? And do you know where …’— the manner of the one called ‘Martine’ discomfited her slightly —‘… what is all this I hear about Sento and Sanguo?’
The one called ‘Martine’ made no reply, but his eyes narrowed.
‘What? … Are you ... you seem strange’; said Seraphina, less brightly.
The one called ‘Martine’ still did not reply, but emitted a growl.
‘What’s wrong? What’s got into you? You’re scaring me now’, Seraphina said, stepping imperceptibly backward.
Seraphina, it will be observed, was always forthright in her questions and comments.
‘You!’, began the one called ‘Martine’ through clenched teeth, ‘you, … you sinful harlot!’.
He stepped towards her, and struck her viciously with his stick, on the side of her head, just behind her left temple. She fell to her knees.
‘Questions?’, said the one called ‘Martine’. ‘I do not answer yours or anyone’s! I do not pay heed to your wretched confusions!’.
Again he struck, in the same place. She whimpered and fell further, her face falling in the wet sand.
‘Least of all do I pay heed, do I take notice, of the little pieces of crap that pass for words among your filthy kind, which are too degraded to be called bitches or whores, let alone that term of mistaken honour, “women”!’
As she lay there, the one called ‘Martine’ moved over her, dropping to his knees, and began to prod her buttocks with his stick. She was barely conscious; she groaned and tried feebly to resist, but he clamped down hard with his free hand on her neck.
‘There now … Seraphina … your name has always …’
—the one called ‘Martine’ now smiled menacingly, and whispered in her ear—
‘your name has always been a sign, perhaps a little private joke between the devil and me …’
— the one called ‘Martine’ jammed his stick between her legs—
‘between you and me, that you wanted …from the one called ‘Martine’…this treatment, this treatment that …’.
Just then a strangled yelp was heard, coming from the north; and the one called ‘Martine’ looked up to see a figure running towards him, through the darkening mist. As the one called ‘Martine’ struggled to his feet, the figure—it was none other than the diminutive Sanguo—flung himself headlong at him.
The one called ‘Martine’ dropped his stick, and attempted in vain to elude the tackle by turning away. The two of them fell to the ground. What now ensued was not exactly a fight, not exactly a tussle, for Sanguo had wrapped his arms and legs around the head of the one called ‘Martine’ from behind, and continued his screams, while the one called ‘Martine’, on his knees and too inflexible of arm, could not gain enough leverage to peel him off, let alone to hit him with any force.
This position of stalemate went on, it seemed, for a long time. Slowly Seraphina got up, rubbing her head; and, recovering her senses somewhat, saw what was going on. She shouted ‘Sanguo!’, and leaped towards the stick of the one called ‘Martine’, and picked it up. It was tricky however to use it to hit the one called ‘Martine’ without hitting Sanguo, and sure enough she did hit Sanguo, which caused his yelping to go up in pitch for a moment, but he did not loosen his grip. Another blow, with unfortunately the same result. The third time, however, the stick did find its intended target, hitting the one called ‘Martine’ in roughly the same spot on him that he had hit her the first time. The one called ‘Martine’ fell suddenly forward, to his hands and knees, with Sanguo releasing his grip as he was catapulted over the top of the one called ‘Martine’.
Voices announced the coming of the men. They had found and captured their prey. They talked excitedly amongst themselves, except for the seemingly crestfallen Uncle—he was in the lead, looking back intermittently at Sento, who was held firm on either side; Uncle looked into Sento’s face, and shook his head. As the men proudly marched into the clearing, they formed a tight circle and ceased their chatter, with Sanguo, Seraphina, Sento, and the one called ‘Martine’ at the centre.
The events that just transpired had not made Seraphina cry. They had only made her angry. And although not one for drama, the sight of Sento, for a certain time now the object of her dreams, and in what must surely be regarded as a uniquely momentous and even illustrious stage in his own short life, melted her heart. ‘Sento!’, she cried, dropping the stick of the one called ‘Martine’, and wrapping her arms around Sento. But he did not respond; he merely continued to look down, trembling but otherwise still. It was impossible, certainly not just by looking at him, to tell what he was feeling, whether for example anger, sadness, fear, horror, pain, irritation, or indignation.
The women now arrived, joining the party. “I was always so proud of him!”, said Sento’s mother to anyone who would listen, though to do her credit, she did so quietly.
The promised rain now fell freely; the darkness was almost complete. The only sound, aside from the wind and the rain, was contributed by Sanguo, whose yelps now were reduced to whimpers, and who was now held in place by one of the men. Everyone’s eyes, with the exception of Sanguo’s and Sento’s, were fixed upon the one called ‘Martine’.
The one called ‘Martine’, once again, struggled to his feet. He walked a few paces towards Sanguo, and examined, it seemed, Sanguo’s feet. He did the same with respect to Sento’s feet, and to Seraphina’s. Then he took a few paces backwards, to the centre of the circle. With some difficulty, owing to his ossified crouch as well as the rain, giving him an uncharacteristically and misleadingly a tearful countenance, the one called ‘Martine’ looked straight up, at, one might have supposed, the heavens, except there were no heavens to be seen, only, at most, the formless blackness of the clouds.
‘Burn’, the one called ‘Martine’ growled, just audibly.
Then louder, the pace of his words suddenly quickening:
‘Burn …Burn…Burn the …The moment has … the moment has come upon us. Yes….… We shall burn them, burn them, … ALL OF THEM! He will not …She will not … because she will not ... Yes … Yes it will be … it will be an orgy of fire, a cleansing conflagration. A bonfire of suffocating souls, of vanities going up in righteous smoke! Hear me! We shall …we shall torch them! Ha!’.
He snatched at his stick, and waved it menacingly first at Sento, then at Sanguo, and then at Seraphina, as if it were a sword.
‘All of them! Now! You!’
—the one called ‘Martine’ addressed Pete—
‘Bring fire! .... You!’—
—the one called ‘Martine’ addressed others including Uncle—
‘Bind them! ... You!’
But, alas, it seemed that the one called ‘Martine’ had overestimated his audience. Or perhaps, from another point of view, he had underestimated his audience. If he had assumed that its nerve would not fail in this, the crucial task, the moment when mere words must be exchanged for living reality, then he was mistaken. And this, as we shall presently see, marked the beginning of the end of the brief mastery of the one called ‘Martine’ over the men of Sporidia. Perhaps like, for example, King Louis XVI of France, he would soon learn that the transition between absolute power and absolute subservience is but the work of a moment, a moment when the flicker of collective thought that runs, uncannily as it is inexorable, through the course of men, changes path.
Uncle looked at his feet. Avis scratched his nose. Pete did not move. Pete glanced furtively at Sento’s mother; then at Sanguo, at Sento, and at Seraphina.
‘Well what are you waiting for? I have spoken! Go and get me fire, damn you!’,
said the one called ‘Martine’, his insouciance still undimmed.
‘Bind them!’—
he shouted at Uncle. Uncle looked down ...
‘What do, … what do I bind them with?’,
he asked. Pete, for his part, did not move either.
‘And anyway …’, Pete mumbled. ‘Um … well it’s all getting, um…you know,… too wet’,
he said, now looking embarrassed. The eyes of the one called ‘Martine’ flashed.
‘Too … what? I do not …pay any heed to your, … to such …what are you, what do you mean by this?’.
‘It won’t light, you know, the brush that we piled up there’,
—said Pete, cautiously, with a wave of the hand, taking a step backwards, and looking longingly towards the huts which, if not exactly watertight, offered a much drier environment than the present one.
‘It’s all sodden’,
—ventured a more confident voice from the back. A light murmuring was heard.
And after a few moments, the virus of insurrection began to spread more rapidly. The men began to speak softly amongst themselves, agreeing, in all earnestness, that the mound of wood was, in fact, quite drenched.
‘It was a kind of stupid idea anyway’, announced another, with note of relief, or even triumph, in his voice.
‘Yeah! Anyway we were, you know, we were just playing along! Just playing along!’, said still another.
‘Yeah, it was a game! Just a game’ proclaimed another. ‘You see?’ ‘Yeah!’; the men, or rather those men that spoke, spoke as one.
The one called ‘Martine’ panicked; his grip on the men, so confident only moments before, had palpably slipped.
‘What? …’, he recoiled in horror, as if stung by a jellyfish. “You simpleminded … you simpleminded … you have no idea of what stupid … I am speaking … do you hear? …I … you …playing? ‘Playing along’? I’ll tell you what! That is all that you are capable of! If that! You call that … You don’t know the difference between playing along and … and this …this …”.
‘This what?’, said Avis—sounding, it must be said, a little pleased with himself.
A wave of pleasure passed through the men and women; a snicker, which made only most desultory attempt at stifling itself, was heard. The one called ‘Martine’, for his part, pressed on:
‘I say to you that you—you all, you spineless gang of monkeys, you don’t know the difference between playing along and not, and therefore you cannot claim to be playing along, I will tell you what … what we are playing at … what we do …what exists … I am the master of ceremonies! … And I exist ….I exist on a higher plane than you, you are like molluscs, puppets, …. mere instruments of my will, you exist only by courtesy …you …you are dependent entities …you …you …’.
The one called ‘Martine’’s voice trailed off. In sound, it was decidedly lacking the verve that had lately animated his speeches. As for sense, it had neither more nor less than normal of that pedestrian commodity, of negligible weight in measuring the power of an orator, the uncanny might of the demagogue. The hold upon the men that the one called ‘Martine’ had exerted for a day or so, and which had thrilled him with dreams of previously unimagined glory, had vanished in an instant. The crowd swiftly began to break up, the women gathering the children, the men becoming drawn inexorably by thoughts of their relatively dry, warm huts, and by hopes of fried fish. Their attitude towards the one called ‘Martine’ reverted to more or less what it had always been. Meanwhile he continued his rambling, disjointed and ineffectual tirade, now without listeners. He fell, once again, to his knees, to all intents and purposes, a broken man, or at least a temporarily broken man, muttering to himself in the rain.
Sento separated himself from Seraphina’s grasp, and ran away. Before Seraphina knew what was happening, Sanguo threw himself at her feet, clutching them frantically, and cried. ‘Come with me, Sanguo’, she said resignedly but tenderly; ‘Let’s go to my hut, and get out of this rain.’
12. The great beast known as humanity has a way, not just on Sporidia but, as we may venture, generally, of tending, as it staggers stupidly through time, to swallow and digest without comment, save perhaps a belch, whatever savoury and unsavoury morsels are cast in its way. Immediately after his abortive and perhaps merely fanciful execution, Sento had run through the falling showers, his cheeks streaming with tears and sweat mixed with rain. He wanted nothing more than comfort and familiarity; he ran to his sleeping place at Uncle’s house, crawled inside, curled up, and closed his eyes. He was not wrong to do so, for he was swiftly slipping back into his accustomed place in the extreme periphery of the minds of others, as if centrifugal force were at work. On the evening, it was not long before the rain stopped and the wind subsided to a reassuring breeze; soon, the clouds dispersed, and the light of a tiny sliver of new moon fell upon the island. And as Sento rested, his mind gradually settled down into its familiar pathways, into its usual dreams; and meanwhile things in the sea proceeded in their usual unconstrained way, defiantly displaying as always their mandatory patterns. On the windward side of the island, for example, just a little way offshore, down below in an underworld of darkness, a lonely octopus wandered about the rocky sea floor, searching primarily as always for a female octopus, but also for anything that might be eaten, such as a snail, a lobster, or a passing fish. So far as the octopus and events generally down there were concerned, events up above on the Isle of Sporidia, even the passing storm, might just as well not have happened.